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Just went through some of the posts I had created, it felt kinda weird, must have been a few years since I started keeping this log, some of the things I had said made me feel sort of stupid, but I understand why I had done so. I have realized that I have grown a little too, not as much emo haha probably because I’ve learnt to lighten up a bit, and not to take thing too seriously, or may be I have chosen the darker side where I couldn’t even be bothered with anything.

Work is Great - Facebook all day - Ticked - do nothing all day - ticked - Free lunch breakfast - ticked - manage my own time - Ticked - Bonus - Ticked - Company Trip - Ticked - Free Gym - Ticked - lunch as long as I’d like to - ticked

Life is so so still playing game, still refuse to communicate with the general public, finally gained that god damn 5 kilos that I wanted to so much, but I am planning to gain another 5. What I am most proud of ? I Quit smoking since start of the year, it was my last year new year resolution, a bit delayed, but better be late than never I supposed. Gyming harder than ever, hopefully 6 months later when I come back to this I can post a 6 pack instead of a keg like now.

Still missing that girl I mentioned sometimes ago like crazy, I really hate it when I really really like someone but don’t have the courage to say it when I had the chance for fear of failure, but I think, I think that the kind of girls that I like do not like me <3 I could be wrong, but I hope next time I would do better

until then see ya again whenever !!